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I Come Before You With Anger Consuming Me >:(

Tue Nov 17, 2009, 6:18 PM


Bonjour mon imparfait petit monstres,

Ugh. Im angry. Okay. wellll as most of you know, I dont have a scanner. as sad as it is my mom LOST my sisters camera... and i was just about to update this with all my morbid art projects; including pictures of my plague doctor outfit >.<

FML.


seriously.

I have a lot of drawings i wish to show you all but alas, life is cruel and made my mom lose my sister camera >.<

well id love to update somehow...maybe ill use one of my minions to either take a picture of them for me or scan them.


I hope hey comply.

well updating my personal life in my journal (yay for you xD)

my lip hurts. because i have a sadomasochistic boyfriend who takes pleasure in hearing me want to scream becasue he is biting into my lip and tearing the skin cells and the very fabric that is my lip >.>

its amazing. xP

so my lip is swollen like crazy and he has a wounded neck (I absolutly love my nails) and we are better than ever.


I was very upset earlier (thursday till sunday) that he almost broke up with me. its a very long story and you wouldn't understand it if you didnt know him and you didnt know me better. but he was scared that we have been going out for 6 months now. he was scared that he saw no ending to this and that it would come abruptly if it came and it would shatter him and me.

but i talked him out of it. that silly boy has nothing to fear. I am hoping he is okay now, he shows no signs of being upset anymore. now to get my mind off of it. :/


Oh. and i have a new computer :) dont be a fucktard and flame me casue i dont give a shit about your preferences on it but i have a new Imac. its beautiful and simple, like me. bahaha jkjk but yes. I love it. My name is Sebastien and I am a Mac. :P


and for another controversial subject, I got Green Day's new CD. AMAZING. I LOVE THEM. again, dont flame me for liking them and blah blah blah about them not being so 'hardcore punk rock' anymore. I.DONT. CARE. but if you arent a loser/bumbling idiot i suggest that if you find their new CD and you want to spend the money, then buy it. its great. :)


well that is all little monsters. with you i must part. dont fret if you would like to talk to me. comment or message me. id love to talk.


with love beyond comprehension,

Sebastardo

This journal was coded by =brgtt - graphics by *xyphid
  • Mood: Mortified
  • Listening to: ?Viva La Gloria? (Little Girl)- Green Day
  • Reading: nothing atm but Pet Semetery scared me shitless.
  • Watching: the person watiching you sleep.
  • Playing: with a my swollen lip...and a needle >:3
  • Eating: torn off peices of my lip.
  • Drinking: the blod coming from my lip.

deviantID

Name:Amanda
(if you call me that ill find you and kill you)
please, for your sake and mine, call me Sebastien
Age:16. yesh.
Gender: well I was born a female but I think I was created wrong -_-
Music taste: Everything. mostly rock, Metal, Punk rock, etc.
My most played bands: Simple PLan, Bullet For MY valentine, My Chemical Romance, Kill Hannah, Metallica, Slipknot, & Megadeth.
Favorite words to say/type: Indeed, indubitably, like, such is life & mrowrl.
Description of my art: Me. as simple as that. I put out what I feel. I sing, play bass guitar, I sketch, paint, write lyric poetry, and I appreciate every from or art and the ones that live for their art.
videogames: NINTENDO! Almost anything Nintendo floats my boat and gets it to where I need it to go ;D
Why I suck at life: I have no scanner so yeah. FML. and my camera is nonexistent. I have a temporary camera but that will be rare. I have lame pictures of drawings that are horrible quality and stuff but its the closest I have to show you. im sorry.

Random facts about me:
~I think im addicted to taquitos
~I dislike Mexican food (O_o)
~I love my friends
~My main typo is usually 'Just'. I type it 'jsut' :/
~I have...problems.
~I am bisexual (and transgendered and taking that into fact i am more straight than gay (I like more girls than guys))
~I am Hispanic wishing I was white.
~Im not racist lol
~Homophobia is gay
~I tend to contradict myself in the most understandable way.
~I am pro-choice
~I am atheist
~I have tried religions and none of them really got me.
~I am ashamed to be American because of a lot of the American people.
~I hate close minded people
~I absolutely hate being told I cant do something because I was born a woman. but not as much as I hate being broken up with because I am a female. -_-
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I would be upset seeing a cow slaughtered but giggle slightly at a person being raped and killed. I hate humanity.
well if you dislike, are disgusted by, or hate any of the above then you can leave. you can flame me all you want. I listen but I rarely see someone win an argument against me when it comes to this stuff.

Friend or foe, the choice is yours,
Sebastard

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: In my own psychotic La La Land
  • Interests: painting, drawing, writing, reading, graphic novels
  • Favourite movie: Anything by Tim Burton :P & MARVEL MOVIES! :3
  • Favourite band or musician: My Chemical Romance..right now at least.
  • Favourite genre of music: Metal? rock? punk rock? >_<
  • Favourite artist: M.C. Escer
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe and Ray Bradbury
  • Favourite style of art: Comic book
  • MP3 player of choice: my ipod nano. :)
  • Shell of choice: Turtle? xP
  • Skin of choice: your mother's
  • Favourite game: The Legend Of Zelda...any of them :)
  • Favourite cartoon character: Flapjack. ADVENTURRRREEE! xD
  • Personal Quote: "It makes sense, it just doesnt want to right now."

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:iconashligh:
Thanks for the favourite! <3

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:iconxsebastien-cyanidex:
thanks for being amazing xD!


how are you btw?

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as others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring."-Edgar Allen Poe
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:handshake: thanks for visiting my gallery :gallery:
THANKS EVEN MORE FOR THE FAV :+fav:

:excited: feel free to stop by again for more VaRieTy :D

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;) here's a gift for ya :love:
:iconxsebastien-cyanidex:
lol of course :3 yay cookie x3

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"From childhood's hour I have not been
as others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring."-Edgar Allen Poe
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I'm randomly commenting on your page! thank you!

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Check out my comic!--> [link]
:iconpunkslutriot:
Thanks a lot for the favorite...

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I gave up long ago painting love with crimson flow..
Ran out of blood and hope.. So I paint you no more..
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Thanks for the fave, btw. :D
:iconxsebastien-cyanidex:
np. my pleasure :D

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"From childhood's hour I have not been
as others were; I have not seen
As others saw; I could not bring
My passions from a common spring."-Edgar Allen Poe
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thanks for the favorite:blackrose:

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