xSebastien-CyanideX

I have been playing too much Zelda. Haven't drawn a lot lately.

Thinking of drawing something from Link To The Past.  :3


Anyway, I hope all of you are well!



love,

Sebastien

Yup going to be at Ikkicon selling prints, canvas paintings, and such

see you there?

To my most brilliant followers,

Hello! I am back from the dead! I no longer have a laptop but now i  do have a camera so I should be updating more often!

A lot has happened since we last connected. Sorrow and joy both have passed and now im just feeling artsy again. well... a mix of artsy and antsy.

I'm trying to earn the money for My chemical Romance tickets by selling art and i have 37 dollars already but the tickets would be around 50 dollars.

x.x im poor as fuck and after leaving my last job a while back I am really short on money x.x

So yeah. I am selling art like crazy. most of it is going. for really cheap. Most are christmas presents. I'm not very good at getting the word out and selling. I'm the kind of person people ask to buy not me ask them to buy so this is kinda new for me.

Well other than that im okay. busy with art and school. I am going to update tonight i dont have much new stuff but i do have new stuff. I'm getting better at least ^^"



Well loves, I must part with you for the night.


Stay gorgeous,

Seb

Hello my beautiful followers,

I figured id update since i havent in a while.

Im in a rut guys. i feel boring and i barely ever do but i feel boring right now.

i cant dye my hair and i cant tattoo myself. those are the things i want to do but i cant i just dont feel me right now and im trying to bring myself from the dead.

my art is shit. i get horrid grades in art and i actually planned to go to college for this crap. 8sigh*

in pordr to get myself out of this depression i am mutilating a old top sheet of a bedspread set and some old clothes and making a dress. random? yes. working? not sure yet. i hope it does.


i have been with my boyfriend for almost a year! woah! im excited. and beign with him almsot a year means being on DA for almost a year! :3


agh. well im supposed to be getting ready for school.


farewell my loves,

Sebby

okay. im gonna rant.

I am dating a boy. for once he has a penis.its a big change from what i usually show to my family, right?well i get the same old shit for it.

i have dealt with homophobia. i breathed its toxic fumes before and i will fight so others wont get a whiff but now its come to segregation and racial shit.

Im dating a white boy. and if you guys havent noticed im not white.

and sometimes i wish i was. i believe white people have prettier genes and idk its easier for white people. but this is ridiculous.

I already get shit from my family for dating a "whitey" and now im getting shit at school. my brother is a freshman right? im a Junior and i get picked on casue hes really dorky but i dont really care. well today he told me he gets picked on because his friends say oh look at your sister! shes kissing a white boy!"


...I have been dating this "white boy" for almost a year now.. i believe he has a name and deserves to be called my BOYFRIEND by now! and really? a white boy? since when the fuck did that matter? UGH!
THATS SO STUPID!

I get upset hearing trash talk about interracial couples but this is stupid. its like a normal phrase for those idiots! its like it really matters.

how hard is it to say "oh your sisters over there kissing all over her boyfriend!" they have seen me with him enough to know he is and does it really matter even if he wasnt?

would they care if he was Hispanic like me? would it matter?! probably not
cause id just be another Hispanic girl all over her Hispanic boy.

I am not going to stand for this shit. if i hear something ill spit back. cause this is ridiculous.i can date whom i want whenever i want and i can kiss whoever i want  of whatevr race they may be.